It's tuesday, November 13th, in about 8 days i'm turning 20.........wow, i've never been so afraid of a number before, i thought the day would never come when i would turn 20, but it finally has and the thought of celebrating it doesn't excite me that much, mainly because next week it's "finals" week in my college,so i have to study my ass off in order to pass all my subjects and second because i don't want a big memory of finally being 20, like i'm always going to be 19 forever or 18 or 17 hehe....